Soulmate

Today I gone to tell you guys my faggot trilogy... hmph where to start ? To recalled back, it's started almost three years from now during my varsity life. At first I am just a bunch of guys that just concern about pussy or gals (straight guy) and the climate started to arose when my ex-girlfriend hurts me so deep till I had no feeling and even hate this species so much... but finally i realize it just the matter of love feeling and there is no bias towards friendship with gals. I even lost my interest with gals even a porno will not make me horny and just not keen into it.

During my depression there is one guy always by my side to concern me and take care of me. Yup he is my beloved babe and now he is my boyfriend. At the beginning he is my foe during highschool and who know a foe can be my lover and when I think of it... I sometimes will smile and LOL. This story indeed dramatic and like chinese saying "Life Is Just Like Drama", this kind of story just happen in movies and dramas but it's indeed came into my life.

But frankly speaking to heal the torn, it's good to start with another new relationship. In the first place I know he is a gay and he is so charming and handsome as well. Almost everyday we went out together, eat together, study together. Since he is my course mate and he always teach me the subject that I am not good in, which is math. Due to his concern and care finally I miss him so much his voice, smell and care and I even crying when he is not around me.

When think deeper and deeper he is so handsome and charming, how could he willing to be a soulmate of a fugly guy like me. But finally we are being together during the first month of the 3th in the Chinese Lunar Calendar. That is the time we when to Port Dickson two of us and we even had XXX. Even though in the previous we just jerk off each others and masturbate together. Later I become addicted to him and really can't get myself out of him. For me this kind of relationship is pure compare to my previous relationship and really can't help it because man alway think of sex for every 5 minutes.

Most of the people think that having a soulmate in life is the sweetest things in life and I do agree with this fact. But under the blessing in my life he is the one, I wanted to stay with forever. I vow to myself that I will not in love with gals... and sorry la from now on pussy is not my cup of tea but a cock is a totally yes. Occasionally I be aware that he is not leaving me and flirt around because he is just too perfect for me and I can't take another disappointment anymore.

For the sake of him and I decided to change myself in term of physical and mentally revolution. But I know it is not easy task to fulfill. Dear folks wish me luck so our relationship can be remain till my last breath and there is still much things and obstacles to break through because choosing gay life definately is harsh. From my experience being in love with two type of species male and female, dating with guy sure feeling better but it is damn hard because our relationship normally closet... but anyway I love you babe and I love you always.